Learn from your past, Dream of tomorrow

Life is full of dissapointments and those people you thought you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those people who you give everything, will sometimes only give you a little. I've learned that out of the thousands of smiles you see, it only takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be decieving but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that your heart doesn't take directions to well and often disagree's with all else. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye. I've discovered laughter is contageous. I've learnedthere is never to much love to go around. I've learned that weapons don't hurt people...people hurt people. I've learned that whatever happens, happens. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step. I've learned that loving is living. I've learned kisses can fix just about anything. I've learned life is unexpected. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift.
Learn from your past
Dream of tomorrow

R.I.P Holly dogg.

I miss you!
& its stupid because i just thought you were a dog
that was an annoying pest
but without you here
its not the same
sitting in this room by myself i feel so lonely
i wish i showed you more how much you did really mean too me.

whos going to eat the food that i drop on the floor?
who am i going to sing my heart out too when im down?
who am i going to yell out when there in the way?
who am i going to open the door for when they want back in?

i wish i really made an effort to give you pats even though you smelled
i wish i let you sit underneath me when you wanted too
i wish i took you on walks
i wish i let you sit in front of me while i ate my dinner
i just wish i could show you i really do love you
but your gone
REST IN PEACE HOLLY
miss you baby girl!
xoxoxoxo

update

School tomorrow.

i remember like a week ago i was like school come

now im like go away

its been 8 weeks since i last set foot on the school grounds.

and i am know were near ready for school

I get a tad lazy and dont write in my blog which i should but i dont.

silly teenager.

my life at the moment it pretty good but i constantly feel tired or my chest hurts or if i get up fast my head spins maybe i should see a doctor but i dont no.

hoildays have been quite good like ill have a good couple of days but then i will be home for like 3 which wil make me remember those days rather than the good days which sucks dick.

me and kiwi are really good his ful happy and so am i but..

yes there is always a but.

i always seem to be grumpy but its only cause im trying to help him and im just not relaxing because, his not at home at the moment and he was at mine last night and tonight he is going to a friends but i would rather him be here than at a friends cause he has no money till tomorrow and just the stress of it all is getting a bit much and its like he is like i can deal with it on my own like i know he can but i want to help him but i donno i just love him and want him to stay with me but i will hopefuly see him on the weekend...
i fucking dwell way too much lol dammit i hate myself for the dwelling.

Aussie day was yesturday i had a realy good time wooooooo

funny seeing my dad with a hang over today bahahahaha

kiwi is like how are you feeling his like

like SHIT! but in like a gagging voice.

heres some photos...

that would be my sisters fiance ant.
his amazingly tall i was standing on a log
we were down at nerang river
it was actualy really fun there were all these people that we didnt no
as you get when you go to some parties when you only know the host.
this would be the host of the party broughie (red)
and my father (green)
we were calling them christmas cause green and red.
yeah it was funny at the time cause everyone was drunk..

mum and ant.
my mum was so fucking maggot it was rediculous.
nah its her "station".

she was sitting in her priness chair.. :S
sure mum...

best photo i have ever taken..
that dog ate everybodies left over meat..
me ant and dad said it will shit out a whole steak tomorrow.
haha

Me ant and sam.
sam really wanted to go home but we wouldnt leave.
i look like tinkerbell :S

broughie and sam
god father god daughter
the photo above is my sister
this photo is a put on face.
trust me.
if she sees this blog she will kill me.


i promise to write a blog later on or tomrrow after school about my day without my best friend by my side.