wotevz

Dont really use this anymore but i didn't think i should delete it because it will be funny one day tooo look back at my lame teenage life hahahaha.

im into tumblr and my boyfriend sam..

myspace is deleted out of my life and facebook is addictive.

its 1:34 in the morning and im on my boyf´s laptop talking complete shit on a blog i dont use anymore but its alright..

but im really excited for this weekend and if only i could get to sleep so friday will come quicker i would be very greatful!

oh oh oh i really wanna say this though that everyone on tumblr takes photos off wordpress and visa versa and i think its funny that know one takes there own photos anymore but wotevz..

goodnight..

Learn from your past, Dream of tomorrow

Life is full of dissapointments and those people you thought you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those people who you give everything, will sometimes only give you a little. I've learned that out of the thousands of smiles you see, it only takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be decieving but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that your heart doesn't take directions to well and often disagree's with all else. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye. I've discovered laughter is contageous. I've learnedthere is never to much love to go around. I've learned that weapons don't hurt people...people hurt people. I've learned that whatever happens, happens. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step. I've learned that loving is living. I've learned kisses can fix just about anything. I've learned life is unexpected. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift.
Learn from your past
Dream of tomorrow

R.I.P Holly dogg.

I miss you!
& its stupid because i just thought you were a dog
that was an annoying pest
but without you here
its not the same
sitting in this room by myself i feel so lonely
i wish i showed you more how much you did really mean too me.

whos going to eat the food that i drop on the floor?
who am i going to sing my heart out too when im down?
who am i going to yell out when there in the way?
who am i going to open the door for when they want back in?

i wish i really made an effort to give you pats even though you smelled
i wish i let you sit underneath me when you wanted too
i wish i took you on walks
i wish i let you sit in front of me while i ate my dinner
i just wish i could show you i really do love you
but your gone
REST IN PEACE HOLLY
miss you baby girl!
xoxoxoxo

update

School tomorrow.

i remember like a week ago i was like school come

now im like go away

its been 8 weeks since i last set foot on the school grounds.

and i am know were near ready for school

I get a tad lazy and dont write in my blog which i should but i dont.

silly teenager.

my life at the moment it pretty good but i constantly feel tired or my chest hurts or if i get up fast my head spins maybe i should see a doctor but i dont no.

hoildays have been quite good like ill have a good couple of days but then i will be home for like 3 which wil make me remember those days rather than the good days which sucks dick.

me and kiwi are really good his ful happy and so am i but..

yes there is always a but.

i always seem to be grumpy but its only cause im trying to help him and im just not relaxing because, his not at home at the moment and he was at mine last night and tonight he is going to a friends but i would rather him be here than at a friends cause he has no money till tomorrow and just the stress of it all is getting a bit much and its like he is like i can deal with it on my own like i know he can but i want to help him but i donno i just love him and want him to stay with me but i will hopefuly see him on the weekend...
i fucking dwell way too much lol dammit i hate myself for the dwelling.

Aussie day was yesturday i had a realy good time wooooooo

funny seeing my dad with a hang over today bahahahaha

kiwi is like how are you feeling his like

like SHIT! but in like a gagging voice.

heres some photos...

that would be my sisters fiance ant.
his amazingly tall i was standing on a log
we were down at nerang river
it was actualy really fun there were all these people that we didnt no
as you get when you go to some parties when you only know the host.
this would be the host of the party broughie (red)
and my father (green)
we were calling them christmas cause green and red.
yeah it was funny at the time cause everyone was drunk..

mum and ant.
my mum was so fucking maggot it was rediculous.
nah its her "station".

she was sitting in her priness chair.. :S
sure mum...

best photo i have ever taken..
that dog ate everybodies left over meat..
me ant and dad said it will shit out a whole steak tomorrow.
haha

Me ant and sam.
sam really wanted to go home but we wouldnt leave.
i look like tinkerbell :S

broughie and sam
god father god daughter
the photo above is my sister
this photo is a put on face.
trust me.
if she sees this blog she will kill me.


i promise to write a blog later on or tomrrow after school about my day without my best friend by my side.

Okay welll yesturday wednesday 17th,
Shanice came over right
and we went to boardy
dudeeeeeeeee
we saw these losers in our grade drunk off their face near the surf club
it was so imbarassing and even worse wearing high heels.
but it was good to see blakey boyyyyyy

Here i was being this chick that has a myspace photo saying
"reanna wears the bus"

with her hands like mine lol.

and she wears sunnies at night lol

im a bitch

YES DUDE!

Yeah well here we were paying out the girls in highheels a the beach hahaha

Ihave no photo with shanice cause shes loser and took the photos.
ill get one with her dont you worry.

but yeah

it was so shit we called dad and he brought us drinks

and i poped shanices cherry for drinking cause she never been drunk before haha

then i got into a MAJOR FIGHT WITH KIWI

the ex...

and he was like

"i respect your mother and care for her"

anyways there was heaps more and shanice went ape.

anyhoo we sorted our shit out again haha as usual and he says the same your a sick bitch you just not how to fuck me off rah rahhh

and no im actuallyreally quite content to were i stand with him :)

but anyways its like 1 in the morning i should probably sleeeep

its weekend tomorrow night so i will be partiing but ill be sure to upload photos for you.

xxx candiceeeeeee

dancing

Okay so this was on the 7th but i only just got the photos for that say so i thought id wait for the photos to come before i did this blog.

So on the 7th on december,

Was the day i helped my old dance school

by posing all the little kids into positions.

and by the end of the day i ended up being in the photos haha

there wasnt really much to the day

well i did see my jazz teacher i had and

he was like you better come back next year we miss you rah rahh

lol but here the photos:

So mae was like i want a photo doing what she is doing above
and knowing my ballet teacher she would be like "ow god what are you doing mae"
so i jumped in to make it look worse.

So then to make it even better for my ballet teacher i did what im doing above^^
and the funny thing is that these photos can be seen by allllll of the dance school haha
what an imbarassment for my ballet teacher OWELL HAHA thats goood for me

Then last year when i did go to to this school me and mae did this pose like you see above.
and then like that whole day if the little kids wanted a photo with there friend they did the MC pose candice and mae if your dumb and didnt get it :)
if i find the photo from last year ill put it up
But then i got into a fight with Jac cause she was like
"no candice i did this pose way before you and mae"
and I was "like yeah well you didnt claim that shit so i did"
haha OWNED..

I bet ill look back on this shit and be like FUCK i REALLY SOUNDED SO IMMERTURE
or something like that but i dont mind lol hahha
im weirddd
anyhooo im outttttttt for the nightttttt

hoildays..

Wow, i havent posted a blog since like 2003,

shit dude.

so i have been on hoildays for like 3 weeeks.

and omg so much has gone on wowowoowow

so i think the last post was about you no who

well he now has a girlfriend

moves on quick huh!

well im pretty good im over him but then he still finds ways to contact me to piss me off and the constantly being on my mind.

yuck enough about that looooooser!

the first week of hoildays i was with adriana and emily it was amazing!

we spend 3 days together and by the end of roaming around eachother houses and being in carara then paccas then surfers we kinder got over it and went home.

then on saturday night i went to some random party with tayla

and that begun the series of hoildays with tayla.

that night was fucking goood
we ended in surfers talking to all these schoolies kids at maccas haha

Sunday i found out my mum broke her fooot LOL
so the next day we were all home chillin
i got bored and called my sister and we had stirfry and talked for hours on end fuck it was good.
then tuesday i helped dad out with work and same with wednesday.

Wednesday night i went out for dinner with tayla andher mum and walked to cold rock and met up with jade mofo haha maddest bitch out.

thursday night i came home and chilled, ow wait thats right got into a major fight with fuckwit, and friday night was the night i lost my voice in boarddbeach with my sister talking about things for hoursssss.

saturday night we had a bbq at jessicas sooo fucking gooood
i was fucked off my face just chilling dancing swimming in the pool
it was in a complex and there were other parties at the pool and we were just joining in with the other parties hahhhaha.
turned out to be bad though cause we woke up and the house was TRASHEDDDDD!
and we got the shit riped threw us well it felt like it anyways.

Well sunday what an eventful night that was.

i still had no voice,
and im waitin and waiting for tayla to get ready at like 7:30 i get a call from YOU NO WHO

says you coming i say yes he goes who with i say with your mum he goes your such a smart ass so happy your my ex, yupp i went crazy and i wanted to rush to carols and kill him but no we didnt get there till like 9:00 and he just left if i saw him seriously i would have punched him.

i saw people from school and i cryeed ahhaa drunk off my face with a husky voice it was fucked

then i went down to the beach with reanna and took photos

after that i saw soooo many people like people i new from like grade 7
like jess which is now like 17 and looking amazing and lidia :)
i saw ashman who use to be my bff wowow
i lost tayla like usual
i met these girls and hung with them
texted cam watts
and met the one and only PAXTON
wow fuck she new kiwi but we never spoke and now we do and
i was like omg its you shes like candice?
im like yes with my husky voice
umm shit i fogot your name
err paxton
OMG YES
haaahhaha
i cant believe i forgot her name but i was fucked so give me a break.

tonight im going to boardbeach carols see how that turns out and ill let you know

latas dudes lol.
xx